Ne Me Quitte Pas (=If you go away)
If you go away on this summer's day, Then you might as well take the sun away All the birds that flew in the summer sky When our love was new and our hearts were high When the day was young and the nights were long And the moon stood still for the night bird's song If you go away, if you go away, if you go away.
Dunia ini indah sebenarnya. Its only us that fails to appreciate it.Eventhough it feels sucks at times. But, Dunia tu indah sebenarnya.
Hamdulillah Exam is finish.For now. And hang out with coursemate straight after exam yesterday. The plan is bowling and cinema. There are 16 of us. and apparently one of us paid the dinner. Thanks Nazmi. hihi. Met A.Samad Said on the way and upin&ipin actor "hmm...betul..betul...betul" a nice friendly girl. A really brief tazkirah i asked azarul to give. The hadith..."la yu'minu ahadukum...." cant really remember.
and the day before yesterday, I went to a play. A play. Im not into it. But I went anyway to see my friends. Ilya and Nik. Najwa and Arshad. Husband and Wife. Fire and Water.
Its funny.Eye opener for some. It covers the issue of common sight in the failing marriage institutions we see nowaday. Apabila cinta itu bertapak dan berteraskan materialistik dan nafsu.Tidak dinafikan ia indah pada mulanya. Setiap detik. Setiap saat. indah.....Dunia kan indah.
Sometimes.and sometimes. When I hit rock bottom. I wish. I have a girlfriend. Someone that close to me. Care for me. and means the world to me. and I thought, maybe and maybe i'd be more happier and more peaceful.Sisa jahiliyyah.
But, Most of the time. I thank Allah for everything and realized it is only shaitaan. Playing with my mind. taking advantages from a weak and helpless servants.
Can you define happiness after all? it differs from one another.
Moga dipelihara dari cinta yang membuta, nafsu yang menipu dan shaitaan yang menggoda.
Everybody has somebody. Just, keep it HALAL.
P.s: be thankful with what you have today mu'az .and SMILE.It'll make things easier.
moments,the peaceful thoughts...Chains of bad events. The sun not yet shine through me. Between the cold breezes.
I am pissed.For now.
For the 2nd time my assignment vanished.Gone.Khalas.Finito. 22 pages of it.
And, I have to re do it.
With fever, with problems....
Allah...you know better. What best for me and that person. And i put all my hopes on YOU.
Im off to the mosque.Searching some lost tranquility.
11.34am
having a tough week. With everything seems to be not working out. One after another. This and that.You and Me. Fell and getting up. sadness and smiles. Moon and Stars. Blue and Yellow.
But one thing I hope, may He strengthen the will. Spread some tranquility. And, the rahmat to be on His path.....for You and Me.
