notes of a muslim

Bismillah.

Do you know the feeling when you see someone you love falling away. Do you?
and you wish they next to you. For you to comfort them. To wipe all their tears. to lit up the hidden smiles. To bring them happiness. To make their face glow. To put out their misery. and..... just to love them forever. and ever. and ever. because how they meant so much to you.

you see, love is unexplainable and intangible. you'd do anything and anytime. and its For the people you love. Even though it kills you. it eats you. You're prepared to stand on your knees for them. It can change a boy to a man or vice versa.

The love of a mother towards her children. A brother to sister. and a man to a woman.

whatever it is. Its a blessing from ALLAH. Don't take it for granted. I wish I can have mine back.

p.s: missing my little sister aliya sofea with all her laughter. and you.

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My level of dysfuntionality worsen. this week highlight several events. and you'd wish to see the reasons behind it. Anyway, marwan's car broke down at UIA traffic light on thurs. and I, my friend.....was driving. We were infront. and then, the car did it again. It failed to start and gave out the alarm. embarassing. had to push the car to the other side of the road infront of all people. Pity our mad'u though. We planned to have a small makan²...and yet the car broke down. By this time, marwan was sweating like usual. Mati kutu. Ujian Allah. Tapi, ada hikmah. Sorry guys for the problem. we tried our best. Do enjoy the mee kari though. nice chat with moja about ukhuwwah islamiah. But then again, missed the taa'lim and meeting.Mungkin itu hikmahnya.

To WLS 201 and its owner(marwan) thanks for everything. Through the up and down, The red Iswara car that seems to be dying. first the aircond, then the radio, the battery, and now.. the tingkap. Tough luck. Boleh jadi mascot karisma barangkali?...heheh. Marwan dgn cita² mahu drift sana sini dgn sebuah proton iswara merah yang dibelikan oleh bapanya di ibukota. tanpanya, our life in UIA would be different. tidak ada makan²..tidak ada...sebuah tribute kepada sang iswara merah. "Yang terus terbang tinggi di angkasa". dan juga kepada sahabatku marwan. Seorang yang penyabar dan seorang visionary. Terasa indahnya ukhuwah lately. They keep you sane.

i'd tell you...we'll be legendary. and i'll miss these moments.